Another heart is cracked in two..
I'm waiting for you to say something, ANYTHING to make me stay. If I leave I'm never coming back and we could lose out on the best thing that's ever happened to us.. I refuse to wait for u to be with this girl to decide u did want to be with my after all. I still value myself a little bit.
You know me, I'm impulsive. I'll move to MD thinking that I left the pain behind. Although I know that won't work, atleast I'll have my family.. I don't think you ever understood how much that meant to me or how hard that was.. When ur family left u were a mess, all sorts of distraught.. U felt so lonely and I was by ur side the whole time.. Did u ever stop to wonder how it mustve felt for me? Especially after all the stuff that happened? Ofcourse u didn't, because u were always so selfish. U couldn't have loved me, u were always too worried about ur own best interest. I know you realized this in hindsight but alex, I knew u wouldn't change :( maybe I didn't know.. But I was scared that you wouldn't.. And everyone told me u wouldn't.. And I had made mistakes I was afraid would change how u felt about me forever.. Alex I didn't want to go back and have it not work again.. I missed u all the time.but I was afraid that wouldn't be enough..
I realize now that I made the right choice.there is someone out there that's making u happier than I couldve.. Otherwise, y wouldn't u come back? You may not have forgotten about me, because well, we can't erase our memories... But u def gave up on me.. I know I'm not being fair, I should leave u alone.. But you keep me hanging on, its not fair wat ur doing.. I'm moving to MD so that I can leave u alone.. So u can have a happy life with someone that u really like...
Funny how u don't even like me nemore.. This year was awful... I need a new beginning.. I need to refocus. I need to b alone. I have no heart left to break.
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Take these chances to turn it around. Just take these chances, we'll make it somehow. And take these chances to turn it around, Just turn it around.
How could you do it? I never saw it coming. I need an ending So why can't you stay just long enough to explain? You can take your time. Take my time.
You know me, I'm impulsive. I'll move to MD thinking that I left the pain behind. Although I know that won't work, atleast I'll have my family.. I don't think you ever understood how much that meant to me or how hard that was.. When ur family left u were a mess, all sorts of distraught.. U felt so lonely and I was by ur side the whole time.. Did u ever stop to wonder how it mustve felt for me? Especially after all the stuff that happened? Ofcourse u didn't, because u were always so selfish. U couldn't have loved me, u were always too worried about ur own best interest. I know you realized this in hindsight but alex, I knew u wouldn't change :( maybe I didn't know.. But I was scared that you wouldn't.. And everyone told me u wouldn't.. And I had made mistakes I was afraid would change how u felt about me forever.. Alex I didn't want to go back and have it not work again.. I missed u all the time.but I was afraid that wouldn't be enough..
I realize now that I made the right choice.there is someone out there that's making u happier than I couldve.. Otherwise, y wouldn't u come back? You may not have forgotten about me, because well, we can't erase our memories... But u def gave up on me.. I know I'm not being fair, I should leave u alone.. But you keep me hanging on, its not fair wat ur doing.. I'm moving to MD so that I can leave u alone.. So u can have a happy life with someone that u really like...
Funny how u don't even like me nemore.. This year was awful... I need a new beginning.. I need to refocus. I need to b alone. I have no heart left to break.
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Take these chances to turn it around. Just take these chances, we'll make it somehow. And take these chances to turn it around, Just turn it around.
How could you do it? I never saw it coming. I need an ending So why can't you stay just long enough to explain? You can take your time. Take my time.