"there's a smorgasbord of unspoken poisons, a whole childhood of potions "
this morning I checked my e-mail,
there was one from reckless_heart...
what could this be? I asked myself.
to my surprise, it was my past laughing at me
in the form of some tragically awful, one could say, poems
which we had written together at the age of 13,
perhaps to use in our band, Ratus Ratus.
I just had to spread the laughter,
it's mean to keep funny things to yourself :)
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Sorry AKA My Toes Get Cold When I Go Out In The Snow With No Shoes On
Say goodbye to your dreadful hatred
Say goodbye to everything you loved
Say goodbye to whatever you want
I'm sorry but you're gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
You took the man I really loved
Even though he was mine
You fuckin bitch
I'm sorry, but your gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
I tried to put up with you
Really, I honestly tried
But as you can see it didn't work
I'm sorry but you're gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
You pretend to be a precious flower
"I don't really mean it" it something you always said
You can kiss my ass little flower
Cuz now I'm not sorry you're dead
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Puppy Dogs Are Happy In The Summertime
The orangeish glow of the firing flame
Burns me and my excess energy
The silver shine of the razor blade
Inflicts pain upon me
Inhaling the toxic fumes of anything
Makes me feel better all the time
I have a rope around my neck
It proves that I'm not just fine
I want to die
I've tried to die
They all say it's a big deal
But I'm only suicidal
My life sucks to an extreme extent
My boyfriend dumped me and my grades are down
I got kicked out of home, the only one I had
And I want to lose some pounds
I don't eat food
I throw it up if I do
I'm only 17
and have a child who's 2
I want to die
I've tried to die
They all say it's a big deal
But I'm only suicidal
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Untitled
The blue shirt
With the red pants
And the green shoes
That match the yellow socks
That you wear with the orange head band
And the purple nailpolish
They all match
In their own way
The plaid shorts
With the polka dot blouse
And the pinstripe knee-highs
With the solid sandals
They all go together
In a special way
Me and you
You and me
Me with you
You with me
We are together
In our own way
We are a match
A very special one
We just are
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Untitled
Every time you say goodbye
Part of me goes with you
Sometimes love can be so painful
But only when you are gone
I wish you were here
I wish you wouldn't leave
I want you to stay
With me
Alone
With me
Together we would be
But now you've left me.
It's your loss
You'll miss me soon
And when you do
I'll be waiting
Waiting for you
To be back with me
With me
Alone
With me
We would be one
We would be whole
Instead of two halves alone
Alone we are none
Together we are one
But now you are gone
And I'm all alone
******************************************************
yes, you can laugh... it's okay.
I promise I became a much better writer
since the age of 13.
there was one from reckless_heart...
what could this be? I asked myself.
to my surprise, it was my past laughing at me
in the form of some tragically awful, one could say, poems
which we had written together at the age of 13,
perhaps to use in our band, Ratus Ratus.
I just had to spread the laughter,
it's mean to keep funny things to yourself :)
******************************************************
Sorry AKA My Toes Get Cold When I Go Out In The Snow With No Shoes On
Say goodbye to your dreadful hatred
Say goodbye to everything you loved
Say goodbye to whatever you want
I'm sorry but you're gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
You took the man I really loved
Even though he was mine
You fuckin bitch
I'm sorry, but your gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
I tried to put up with you
Really, I honestly tried
But as you can see it didn't work
I'm sorry but you're gonna have to die
I don't like you
Or your fuckin lies
I don't want to take this shit
You're gonna have to die
You pretend to be a precious flower
"I don't really mean it" it something you always said
You can kiss my ass little flower
Cuz now I'm not sorry you're dead
******************************************************
Puppy Dogs Are Happy In The Summertime
The orangeish glow of the firing flame
Burns me and my excess energy
The silver shine of the razor blade
Inflicts pain upon me
Inhaling the toxic fumes of anything
Makes me feel better all the time
I have a rope around my neck
It proves that I'm not just fine
I want to die
I've tried to die
They all say it's a big deal
But I'm only suicidal
My life sucks to an extreme extent
My boyfriend dumped me and my grades are down
I got kicked out of home, the only one I had
And I want to lose some pounds
I don't eat food
I throw it up if I do
I'm only 17
and have a child who's 2
I want to die
I've tried to die
They all say it's a big deal
But I'm only suicidal
******************************************************
Untitled
The blue shirt
With the red pants
And the green shoes
That match the yellow socks
That you wear with the orange head band
And the purple nailpolish
They all match
In their own way
The plaid shorts
With the polka dot blouse
And the pinstripe knee-highs
With the solid sandals
They all go together
In a special way
Me and you
You and me
Me with you
You with me
We are together
In our own way
We are a match
A very special one
We just are
******************************************************
Untitled
Every time you say goodbye
Part of me goes with you
Sometimes love can be so painful
But only when you are gone
I wish you were here
I wish you wouldn't leave
I want you to stay
With me
Alone
With me
Together we would be
But now you've left me.
It's your loss
You'll miss me soon
And when you do
I'll be waiting
Waiting for you
To be back with me
With me
Alone
With me
We would be one
We would be whole
Instead of two halves alone
Alone we are none
Together we are one
But now you are gone
And I'm all alone
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yes, you can laugh... it's okay.
I promise I became a much better writer
since the age of 13.