There's a big ole hole/goes right through my soul/oh but that ain't nothing new
I'm gonna be so busy tonight. And that's good, stuff to concentrate on.
Must:
-read the Iliad & Betty Friedan biography
-write my review paper for Swan Lake
-finish watching Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (which is SO FREAKIN COOL ALREADY)
-take a shower
-wash sheets
-dry Tie-dye shirt
-decide on which deities to pray to (Firewise) on Beltane Thursday
-Eat
-Porn
-Sleep
Yeah. Loads to do to keep my hands and mind distracted.
Draco's dead and I left my charger at Er's since I took her's on accident. Damnit.
Erika and I went crazy last night and watched 7 hours straight of the Marcel & Ilan Show (also called Top Chef 2) and squeed the whole time. So badly needed.
Spent some quality time with Carmen (3 hours) perfecting her History Research Paper.
Mason Pagans was at 6 with Jack and Adrienne going over script for Thursday (I sure hope my package comes.) When Eric came in (for like 5 minutes cause of his concert) I turned like, 7 and hugged him really hard. He didn't make me talk about it, he wasn't annoyingly angry, he didn't freak out, and he didn't patronize me. Just was like "you ok?" And I did the hand gesture for "so-so". Eric nods. That is all. *tackles him to the ground with gratitude* I seriously <3 you man.
Church was....really nice surprisingly. Singing is how I worship in Christianity, and I sung my heart out tonight. Fr. Peter made a fantastic homily about missionaries that I didn't find irritating. And I hate missionaries. He's that good people. I told him so afterward. Where I talked to Len (the big lug :D ), Anna really quickly, and oh yeah, HAD DOUGHNUTS!
Did some laundry after talking to the rents and bro when I got home. It's taking forever. :(
PT tomorrow after Lema (please let this work out, I swear) and review class for HNRS. Not sure I'm gonna make it for Arch *meh*
Got a date with this cute guy from Myspace at the coffee shop Tuesday. What am I gonna wear? *worries*
So yes. See how I'm dealing? Accepting, not thinking about, and moving on? *nods* The plan is working so far.
Just let me get to next Tuesday so I can go home, see Nicole and my fam. De-stress. Detox. Heal.
And see Dylan this summer so I can pull him into a closet, tell him I love him more than I've loved anyone, and promptly make out for hours. Girlfriend, friends, and brother be damned. I've waited for this way too long, and I'm getting my reward. (Please God/dess?)
So yes, I'm going to do stuff now. And I'll be fine, just another hurdle to leap in the long-ass run that's my life.
Must:
-read the Iliad & Betty Friedan biography
-write my review paper for Swan Lake
-finish watching Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (which is SO FREAKIN COOL ALREADY)
-take a shower
-wash sheets
-dry Tie-dye shirt
-decide on which deities to pray to (Firewise) on Beltane Thursday
-Eat
-Porn
-Sleep
Yeah. Loads to do to keep my hands and mind distracted.
Draco's dead and I left my charger at Er's since I took her's on accident. Damnit.
Erika and I went crazy last night and watched 7 hours straight of the Marcel & Ilan Show (also called Top Chef 2) and squeed the whole time. So badly needed.
Spent some quality time with Carmen (3 hours) perfecting her History Research Paper.
Mason Pagans was at 6 with Jack and Adrienne going over script for Thursday (I sure hope my package comes.) When Eric came in (for like 5 minutes cause of his concert) I turned like, 7 and hugged him really hard. He didn't make me talk about it, he wasn't annoyingly angry, he didn't freak out, and he didn't patronize me. Just was like "you ok?" And I did the hand gesture for "so-so". Eric nods. That is all. *tackles him to the ground with gratitude* I seriously <3 you man.
Church was....really nice surprisingly. Singing is how I worship in Christianity, and I sung my heart out tonight. Fr. Peter made a fantastic homily about missionaries that I didn't find irritating. And I hate missionaries. He's that good people. I told him so afterward. Where I talked to Len (the big lug :D ), Anna really quickly, and oh yeah, HAD DOUGHNUTS!
Did some laundry after talking to the rents and bro when I got home. It's taking forever. :(
PT tomorrow after Lema (please let this work out, I swear) and review class for HNRS. Not sure I'm gonna make it for Arch *meh*
Got a date with this cute guy from Myspace at the coffee shop Tuesday. What am I gonna wear? *worries*
So yes. See how I'm dealing? Accepting, not thinking about, and moving on? *nods* The plan is working so far.
Just let me get to next Tuesday so I can go home, see Nicole and my fam. De-stress. Detox. Heal.
And see Dylan this summer so I can pull him into a closet, tell him I love him more than I've loved anyone, and promptly make out for hours. Girlfriend, friends, and brother be damned. I've waited for this way too long, and I'm getting my reward. (Please God/dess?)
So yes, I'm going to do stuff now. And I'll be fine, just another hurdle to leap in the long-ass run that's my life.