I can't remember when it was good/moments of happiness elude/maybe I just misunderstood

Apr 28, 2008 17:40

 And apparently my boyfriend just broke up with me.

THE FUCK?

Am I that worthless?  I'm too much trouble to keep, long-distance.  He doesn't have time for me.

I don't know whether to cry or be relieved.  And that makes me guilty, which hurts my fucked up stomach even more.

He has the nerve to do this over a text, and then when I say back I understand ( Read more... )

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captjackspeanut April 28 2008, 22:23:29 UTC
*hugs*

I know what you mean about not being loved back...guys suck!

Mine took me to "our" spot in the park and broke up with me. Told me he could never get himself to love me...and thats 2.5 years of us dating and me wasting my time with him.

I am so sorry, but you are more than enough and he was just too stupid to realize that. You'll find someone, just like I will.

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alwyshrt1uluv April 28 2008, 22:29:54 UTC
Thank you.

And I keep telling myself that, but right all I am is hurt.

It's stupid, but I can't make myself not care for some reason.

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captjackspeanut April 28 2008, 22:40:03 UTC
I certainly understand your feelings. Sadly, it took me 6 months to get back to being human, but it was very liberating.

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alwyshrt1uluv April 28 2008, 23:01:25 UTC
Well I hope it doesn't take that long, but yrah. I <3 you.

My friends are what's getting me through this.

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DDD: kitsugonnaeatu April 28 2008, 23:52:06 UTC
YOU CAN'T TEXT MESSAGE BREAK UP!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcidD2HFK8M

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Re: DDD: alwyshrt1uluv April 29 2008, 00:14:53 UTC
Well apparetnly you can, it's how he aSked me out in the first place.

The Bitch.

But thanks for the link Jo.

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Re: DDD: alwyshrt1uluv April 29 2008, 00:28:57 UTC
OMG, that was exactly what I needed.

PERFECT.

I laughed and was like singing along and everything.

Thank you SO MUCH!

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Re: DDD: kitsugonnaeatu April 29 2008, 19:28:09 UTC
Hahaha, no problem! ^^ *hugs* I hoped you'd like it. Kelly solves all woes. (Read: beats the shit out of)

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biosage_x April 29 2008, 02:07:15 UTC
I'm so sorry darling.

Cheer up girlie. itll get better, i promise.

love you <3

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alwyshrt1uluv April 29 2008, 16:46:07 UTC
That's what I'm hoping.

<3

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holyfant April 29 2008, 15:25:51 UTC
Eek. I am so sorry. *hug*

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alwyshrt1uluv April 29 2008, 16:45:44 UTC
Sok. I'm just very sad right now.

*hugs*

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