I would never
I think I'm falling into that not-so-happy slump for the moment.
Can't always be happy. I really want to do something drastic...
I'm bored with my life.
Everything feels the same, it's a dull-lull.
Maybe cause something like a havoc or a scene.
Either that or disappear for a day or two and do whatever, whenever, where ever
Of course if that happened my mom would have a heart attack
Oliver had a dream that I cheated on him?
Well he didn't see me cheat, but I was talking to him about it, I think?
Yeah, that dream didn't make me too happy, and now I feel even worse
Because last night I had a dream that I cheated on him.
But like, it was dumb. Apparently the actor Daniele Radcliffe and
Rupert Grint were hanging out next door.
And no one wanted to talk to them so I went over and introduced myself.
They looked cautious at first just to check if I was a crazy fan person.
I sat down next to them and just started a regular conversation.
Then they seemed relieved that I wasn't crazy.
I don't remember what we were talking about but before they left I gave Rupert a long kiss
And than Daniele a friendly short kiss.
Then they drove off in a limo and I was regreting the fact that I forgot to get their phone numbers
But the entire time I was thinking what the heck am I doing?
And woke up 3 minutes before my alarm, guilty of my dream.
I tried to watch an interview with them before I slept but the internet was slow
So I stopped watching. Listened to music and went to sleep.
I also told Oliver that, his dream didn't make me happy.
What can you do? It was a dream.
My dream probably won't make him happy either.
And then I'll feel even more worse.
Today is going to be a bad day.
Can't always be happy. I really want to do something drastic...
I'm bored with my life.
Everything feels the same, it's a dull-lull.
Maybe cause something like a havoc or a scene.
Either that or disappear for a day or two and do whatever, whenever, where ever
Of course if that happened my mom would have a heart attack
Oliver had a dream that I cheated on him?
Well he didn't see me cheat, but I was talking to him about it, I think?
Yeah, that dream didn't make me too happy, and now I feel even worse
Because last night I had a dream that I cheated on him.
But like, it was dumb. Apparently the actor Daniele Radcliffe and
Rupert Grint were hanging out next door.
And no one wanted to talk to them so I went over and introduced myself.
They looked cautious at first just to check if I was a crazy fan person.
I sat down next to them and just started a regular conversation.
Then they seemed relieved that I wasn't crazy.
I don't remember what we were talking about but before they left I gave Rupert a long kiss
And than Daniele a friendly short kiss.
Then they drove off in a limo and I was regreting the fact that I forgot to get their phone numbers
But the entire time I was thinking what the heck am I doing?
And woke up 3 minutes before my alarm, guilty of my dream.
I tried to watch an interview with them before I slept but the internet was slow
So I stopped watching. Listened to music and went to sleep.
I also told Oliver that, his dream didn't make me happy.
What can you do? It was a dream.
My dream probably won't make him happy either.
And then I'll feel even more worse.
Today is going to be a bad day.