Jun 13, 2006 13:33
Well, looks like I'm deciding to put my heart on the backburner and just focus on loosing weight and my friends.
It sucks you know but I can't keep driving myself crazy.
I went to the doctor today and he perscribed me with a DOSE OF REALITY.....
It's just not going to happen.
Yeah It hurts but Im going to have to look at it THAT way instead of , hey it might happen.
So I am going to focus on me and my friendships and if by some miracle it actully does happen....
you will be seeing many more journal entries.!
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