May 21, 2006 23:20
I barely wright in this thing because I barely get any comments. Basically, I work very hard ans really need a job with better pay. Also I am in love... MADLY! But at the same time it's sad. Everytime I get into a deep conversation with him about what he's ging through or his outlook on things it just makes me want to cry, not because I'm sad but because.... It's so overwhelming of a feeling to know that you have everything in the world that you ever wanted right there. Sitting one foot in front of your face. LITERALLYright there. But at the same time , It's so far away that I've been running after it for 4 years......and still haven't even caught up. The best things in life come to those who don't give up. I have a new game plan. And no matter what anyone says, I am not going to give up.....