i can't explain it i just luv him

[alwayzme]

uhhh.....luv is great. for those of u that don't know, me and my baby have been on and off since the 9th grade. i remember the very 1st day we met. we were in p.e. 2gether in 4th period w/ Coach Bailey. he had called a few of the class to go sit on the gym floor and when he called me, of course, i was tryin 2 b cute and i walked by this boy and he was like, "Wht's ur name?" of course me being shy, lol, i said Desiree and then he was like, "Do u hav a b/f?" i said no. so 2 skip all of the boring details, we exchanged phone #s after class and the rest is history. even when i had a b/f, he still kept asking me 2 b his g/f. so this time around when we went out things were a little oukward, but he kept telling me he loved me and that he hadn't been w/ any1 since we went out in the 9th grade! RIGHT! anywayz i hav never luved a boy like i have luved Travis. we hav been through some stuff. there has been times when he has made me cry and it has hurt 2 the pt. when he has questioned whether or not i truely do luv him and it has been times when all we do is laugh and i feel like i can't come down from cloud 9. he knows me better than some of ya'll. [no offense i still luv ya'll ;)] he knows when i'm lying, when i'm sad, when i'm on my period (HAHA), and he knows where 2 kiss me 2 make me feel like everthing is going to b alright. i keep asking him why he's been w/ me all of this time and he's like "Cuz Desiree, ur just different and u know where u r goin and wht u want out of life and i like that bout u." sometimes he does get on my nerves like when he calls me big head or makes fun of me, but i still luv him and i know he luvs me. i'll make sure all of u guys r @ our wedding and i'll send u pics. of our children. 'til then, CHOW!!!

P.S. warning: luv is not a word 2 b used freely. some1 can seriously get hurt :