No esquala hoy!
For some strange reason i got depresesd. I cant even tell you why. Maybe its because I have 90 pages of harry potter 6 and for some reason i cant finish it. Along with that I have about 5 other books i bought just for my summer reading marathons. I didnt read at all this summer, reading used to be kind of a passion of mine. The moment my world crumbled in the summer i started all over. Its like i couldnt get myself to do somethings i did all the time. I just really want to finish a book and have fun with it not make it a chore.
I was reading caitlins live journal and i was reading old fun times we used to have. I miss it terribly, i miss having a group of chick friends who would stay up all night doing nothing at all. It was such innocent fun. I miss having a group of guy friends that were set in stone, having the comfort of being able to say hey those are our boys. I miss me and camerons days of endless flirting. I miss him. I never knew he would feel this far away. I always had this image in my head that we would be together in some way forever. But now we are just a little nitch in eachothers past.His girlfriend asked angelina why we broke up....... how would you feel as a new girl friend if it was because we were getting too serious. Basically he's a fire in my heart that will never be put out.
Chris is great though. He made me and my friends breakfast this morning. It was amazing. He is really good to me, he cleans my car, he never lets me get anything myself he does everything. But sometimes i dont know if the fact that he does everything is enough. It makes no sense its just i dont want to feel like im not giving him my all.
I was reading caitlins live journal and i was reading old fun times we used to have. I miss it terribly, i miss having a group of chick friends who would stay up all night doing nothing at all. It was such innocent fun. I miss having a group of guy friends that were set in stone, having the comfort of being able to say hey those are our boys. I miss me and camerons days of endless flirting. I miss him. I never knew he would feel this far away. I always had this image in my head that we would be together in some way forever. But now we are just a little nitch in eachothers past.His girlfriend asked angelina why we broke up....... how would you feel as a new girl friend if it was because we were getting too serious. Basically he's a fire in my heart that will never be put out.
Chris is great though. He made me and my friends breakfast this morning. It was amazing. He is really good to me, he cleans my car, he never lets me get anything myself he does everything. But sometimes i dont know if the fact that he does everything is enough. It makes no sense its just i dont want to feel like im not giving him my all.