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Alright so this is the 50th entry i have attempted to write its like ill start typing to update then all of a sudden ill just stop. I have no clue why but i just do. So right now im in computer lit and the sub is really scary looking like intensly his name is mr. hand it sounds like a name off of south park. He wont let me listen to my ipod why i dont know but it sucks i really just want to listen to music. So basically ill just update since i cant listen to music space out and drool.
Me and Cameron are stil together and i really dont know what to say about it. Its like our relationship is either amazingly good but then on the other hand it gets amazingly horrible thats an oxymoron. So his friend from new york has been in and its really slowly ruining us its like we dont ever get to hang out alone and i miss him. Also its getting really close to summer and im dreading him leaving. I dont know if we are staying together or what we were talking last night and he kinda made it seem like he doesnt want to stay together and that hurt more than anything. I really want to stay together and make it work. How can i have a good summer if he breaks up with me. I dont know maybe i shouldnt think this much about a relationship. I guess its just really hard to focus on anything else after i created a bad habbit of focusing on just that. Maybe the summer will create an independent thing for me.
Me and Cameron are stil together and i really dont know what to say about it. Its like our relationship is either amazingly good but then on the other hand it gets amazingly horrible thats an oxymoron. So his friend from new york has been in and its really slowly ruining us its like we dont ever get to hang out alone and i miss him. Also its getting really close to summer and im dreading him leaving. I dont know if we are staying together or what we were talking last night and he kinda made it seem like he doesnt want to stay together and that hurt more than anything. I really want to stay together and make it work. How can i have a good summer if he breaks up with me. I dont know maybe i shouldnt think this much about a relationship. I guess its just really hard to focus on anything else after i created a bad habbit of focusing on just that. Maybe the summer will create an independent thing for me.