ugh
Ok so i dont really get life, i mean i realize that i complain all the time but right now i just really need to complain. So i guess spring break is coming up and it really sucks. I mean normally i would be excited but cameron is leaving and not only that but he is leaving to go to new york where there is a girl i know he likes. I mean he always would try and cover it and i dont know why i would think he didnt. So i guess people could say i was jumping to conclusions but now i know cameron and the text messages to a girl does mean more than normal. He never carries his cell around NEVER but now all of a sudden its attatched to his hand and he isnt texting me, ok well i got one but is taht enough to attatch to your hand? And then due to myspace i found a comment made by him a fucking romantic dashboard lyric. What the hell is that? totally lame. its like my favorite dash song but now its stupid. I hate being inside school i feel stupid and worthless. Im now in a negative mood. I guess im kinda scared of where spring break might bring me.