Apr 21, 2005 08:03
- i think i have been avoiding writing in here, because too many things are going on in my head.
- sometimes i really wish that what i said didn't affect anyone.
- i hope you arrived safely, because you know i am worried.
- getting the tattoo touched up on monday, and then hanson, you will finally have your picture.
- i need to write this week. i need to play guitar this week. i need to feel sane this week.
- you really fed him grapes..? ew..
- will..i think i will tell the people that i will only strip to "whip it" and that i can only think of you while i am doing it.
- you are smothering me. and i can't tell you that. christ..just quit.
- i feel like i am lost in a cloud of hazy confusion.
- smelling your cologne..you..is still comforting.
- this time, i don't know if i am going to make it out on the other side.
- i'm still lost. that is another now normal thing. even more than before.
- july will never get here.
- "To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly do" does this mean anything to you? it means too many things to me.
- how long was our goodbye? i won't. i did.
- maybe it is taking on a new meaning.
- the thought of happiness is one of the most scary things in the world. i can't will myself to believe it.
- everything is falling fast. and all you see is me fucking up. that is all you have ever seen, and all you will ever see.
- i am coming to despise distance more and more with each passing day.
- it's always too little, too late.
- i will be a disappointment, in everything i am and do.
- don't ever pass up a chance to say something..good or bad. it needs to be heard.
- i can't find my voice right now.
- why did you choose me?
- i want to fall asleep with you.
- i still don't know what it's like to feel warm.