a migraine, a car, and this crap called life
so i should be sleeping right now. but no such luck. migraines are a bitch. no way around it..they suck. and 3 hrs. of sleep doesn't help the situation. whatever. started off the day by getting a new car. a good thing, but i am going to be worried about the payments now. wasn't really a want, but a must. at least i have a good way to get between here and Oklahoma now.
everything about my life right now is still confusing the hell out of me. some things are coming together, but then there are other things that are totally fucked beyond recognition. me being sick a lot more is taking a toll on me. my own fault? yes..to an extent. can i change it? maybe in time. but i do know that no matter what, it will always be there..it's not something that just goes away, much like drug addiction..so yet another thing to add to the list.
yeah..ok..i am over this.
everything about my life right now is still confusing the hell out of me. some things are coming together, but then there are other things that are totally fucked beyond recognition. me being sick a lot more is taking a toll on me. my own fault? yes..to an extent. can i change it? maybe in time. but i do know that no matter what, it will always be there..it's not something that just goes away, much like drug addiction..so yet another thing to add to the list.
yeah..ok..i am over this.