want

[alwayzdazd]

you can't see anything more than what's on the surface. don't dig, because then you might care more than you want to. too many questions are there for the taking. don't ask, because then you will get more than one answer. take the time to care and see if that gets you very far. don't bother, because then you'll fill my heart with false hope. and i can't do that again.

i'm tired tonight. tired of wondering. tired of pretending that everything is ok. tired of smiling. i'm tired tonight.