i wish you could see the tears in my eyes and how much this hurts

[alwayz_saucy]

hey! i got my old ell jay up and workin again...check it out

enough_air

yea...uhm that's about it...

uh...i'm still apologizing for what happened...i'm sorry and i really mean it...i miss you. <3

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[lonely_guy9]

i know that your sorry. you really have no idea how much it hurt to hear something like that. i just didnt think that something like this would happen. i know were not going out or anyting but it still hurts cause i have feelings for you.

[alwayz_saucy]

you have no idea how terrible i feel...i was crying so hard that night and i still cry myself to sleep about it. i truely am sorry and i don't exactly know how it happened...all i know is that it was just random and kinda like he raped me but it wasn't rape because he didn't like force me to have sex with him, but he did force me to do the other stuff but i already told you what i know that happened and i'm not explaining it again b/c its so nerve-wracking that i'm trying to forget about it. i have feelings for you too and that's why nothing was supposed to happen between me and him, but he just forced himself on me and i couldn't stop him.

i'm so sorry...none of this was supposed to happen and i really hope that someday you can look me in the eyes and tell me everything is ok

[lonely_guy9]

If he really "forced" himself on you, you should really consider telling someone about that cause that is really bad. i know your really sry but i still dont know what to think.