boobs shmoobs
I'd like to say that I accomplished alot this week. I really didn't though. Tuesday I got things straightened out at the "math center" at HCC because my teacher stinks. So there is this one teacher/tutor at the math center. I don't know his name. He has trouble walking, talking and writing on the dry erase board. He's a shorter, skinnier man. I have no problem with this whatsoever. In fact, I think it's wonderful that his disabilities haven't held him back from succeeding in life. I think some people would agree with me that when you see a person with disability, whether it be blindness, speech impediment, hearing trouble, age, troubling walking, whatever, you tend to let your guard down and be extra nice. I do at least and I was fooled into thinking that this teacher was a nice, older man who would never think of liking a woman aka being horny. Especially someone like me. Naive, yes. So I'm reading a problem off to him and I look up from the book and this teacher, with his head cocked to the side and thick Osetek glasses is staring right at my boobs. Right at them!! I was wearing a purple T-shirt that covered up completely although I won't lie it was pretty tight. Matt called it a "boob shirt" because "it hugs them and makes the boobs stand out". But by no means was it bad. So already I'm uncomfortable. I caught him twice more staring at my chest. Twice!! So then Matt and I head to the mall. And we visit Ritz Camera and I caught another guy, one of his co-workers, staring right as my boobs. Twice!! It was kind of creepy. I constantly catch Matt staring at my boobs. But it's ok because we're a couple. What's with boobs? Can anyone answer that? I mean, I admit that I constantly check out Matt's ass, it's hot, and before I met him I loved every guy's butt. A guy's butt is just so cute and grabable and slapable and woo woo!! It's the first thing I notice on a guy. But I would never stare at the crotch like a zombie.
Today was my Grandma's 74th birthday. I called her to wish her a Happy Birthday and I made sure I sent her a card. She's staying with my sister up in Ithaca for a while. I had major cramps this morning. So I rested extra long in my favorite place to be, my bed. Except I didn't have my favorite person in it with me. :o(
After that I had riding. Hadn't ridden in a while but Jen worked us good. I rode Juliette. We worked on balance and coordination today in preparation for high jumps. We had to ride bare-back no stirrups, no reins and just clench onto the horse with our thighs. Sounds dirty, I know. So I'm ok with the trot. It's bouncy but I can handle it. But Jen wanted to try something new so she had us canter(like galloping) without stirrups. I was so sure I was going to fall off but I didn't. I actually did really well and it was a big thrill. You just have go with the horses 1-3, 1-3 motion. I learned just how much your thighs play in keeping you on the horse and how little the stirrups and reins do. They just play a comfort factor really. My thighs are killing me but I'm a cowgirl now. :o)
On May 14th there's a Riding show for all the students and the UMASS team will be there. I'm going to work really hard. Hopefully the UMASS coach will see me. That'd be awesome.
I colored eggs with Kerrie and Matthew. The purple always come out spotted and the orange and yellow are never dark. Rip off. But I did have a very good time.
I know you're going through a very hard time that no one can understand. It's happening to you and that makes it a personal experience that is different from any other. That's why no one can say "I understand" and mean it. Know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. And no matter what happens in the end, you will be that much stronger. Know that there are people praying for you and rooting you on who know that you'll make it through the hardest of times. And cry, because you have the right to. Just remember to smile once in a while too. Love you so much Kerrie Bowden.
Today was my Grandma's 74th birthday. I called her to wish her a Happy Birthday and I made sure I sent her a card. She's staying with my sister up in Ithaca for a while. I had major cramps this morning. So I rested extra long in my favorite place to be, my bed. Except I didn't have my favorite person in it with me. :o(
After that I had riding. Hadn't ridden in a while but Jen worked us good. I rode Juliette. We worked on balance and coordination today in preparation for high jumps. We had to ride bare-back no stirrups, no reins and just clench onto the horse with our thighs. Sounds dirty, I know. So I'm ok with the trot. It's bouncy but I can handle it. But Jen wanted to try something new so she had us canter(like galloping) without stirrups. I was so sure I was going to fall off but I didn't. I actually did really well and it was a big thrill. You just have go with the horses 1-3, 1-3 motion. I learned just how much your thighs play in keeping you on the horse and how little the stirrups and reins do. They just play a comfort factor really. My thighs are killing me but I'm a cowgirl now. :o)
On May 14th there's a Riding show for all the students and the UMASS team will be there. I'm going to work really hard. Hopefully the UMASS coach will see me. That'd be awesome.
I colored eggs with Kerrie and Matthew. The purple always come out spotted and the orange and yellow are never dark. Rip off. But I did have a very good time.
I know you're going through a very hard time that no one can understand. It's happening to you and that makes it a personal experience that is different from any other. That's why no one can say "I understand" and mean it. Know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. And no matter what happens in the end, you will be that much stronger. Know that there are people praying for you and rooting you on who know that you'll make it through the hardest of times. And cry, because you have the right to. Just remember to smile once in a while too. Love you so much Kerrie Bowden.