Living on the edge
I'm sitting here at 1:00am listening to Bright Eyes telling me how to live and it makes me think....
Am I who I want to be? Do I live how I wish to?
Last night, at Becca's, we played truth or dare and I think it was Becca who asked me if I like who I am. Honestly, if I met myself, I would never in a million years be my friend. I'd annoy the heck out of myself.
Now, for the most part, I'm a pretty happy person. What I want to change is how much I fear. I'm not saying I'm afraid of every little thing, but I don't take many chances. You take a chance, there will be concequences,... and they may not be good ones. I think that's what gets me.
I want to live on the edge.
I have no idea what to do to live on the edge, but.... I'll find something.
I could tell people what I really think about them.
I could be me and not care if others like me or not.
I could... hmmm
I think speaking my mind would be the greatest change and would make me take the most chances.
And that is what is on my mind.
Plus, there was just a gigantic bang outside and that is now on my mind. The world is comeing to an end. =) Kidding. I hope. Teehee.
This is where the entry is over.
My final thought:
Life would be much more enjoyable if we were all
who we want to be
And if we were
living on the edge
<3
Katie
Am I who I want to be? Do I live how I wish to?
Last night, at Becca's, we played truth or dare and I think it was Becca who asked me if I like who I am. Honestly, if I met myself, I would never in a million years be my friend. I'd annoy the heck out of myself.
Now, for the most part, I'm a pretty happy person. What I want to change is how much I fear. I'm not saying I'm afraid of every little thing, but I don't take many chances. You take a chance, there will be concequences,... and they may not be good ones. I think that's what gets me.
I want to live on the edge.
I have no idea what to do to live on the edge, but.... I'll find something.
I could tell people what I really think about them.
I could be me and not care if others like me or not.
I could... hmmm
I think speaking my mind would be the greatest change and would make me take the most chances.
And that is what is on my mind.
Plus, there was just a gigantic bang outside and that is now on my mind. The world is comeing to an end. =) Kidding. I hope. Teehee.
This is where the entry is over.
My final thought:
Life would be much more enjoyable if we were all
who we want to be
And if we were
living on the edge
<3
Katie