[untitled...tell me what u think, rlly rough draft]

[alwayssummer]

i sit here staring at my phone
as if my eyes can make it ring,
and it's so damn pathetic.
how could i ever have thought
i would find something real
or something so perfect?
i knew it was too good to be true.
you made me want to be a better person,
made me want to do the right thing
and made me feel like i mattered.
who was i kidding?
obviously i fooled myself,
i thought i was worth something for a damn second.
and i thought it was real--
but it seems once again
my mind played tricks on me.