Someday You Will Find Me...
Today was a long-ish day. I didn't go to work, which was nice, nor am I am going tomorrow... but I'm pretty sure I'll have to go back on Wednesday. ::sigh::
Nishan has really been bugging me lately, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. Ever since he heard about Super Sweet, he suddenly started calling me all the time again. And now that he's met Paul, he's called me almost every single day for the past week. I think he just wants me again since he feels threatened. He always wants me more when he can't have me. Well, fuck that. I've hooked up with him more than enough times during the past seven months, and I just don't want him anymore. If he can't deal with it, it's his problem, not mine... especially after all of the shit he's put me through.
He was a booty call, and he knows it. He's always been a booty call, and nothing more. What's with the phone calls, and inviting me places, and wanting to hang out? I don't know what his deal is, but I'm just not interested.
WHY do guys do that? WHY do they want girls when they can't have them? The chase? The ego boost? Not that I care, anyway... it just pisses me off. He never wanted to see me this much when he could've. Whatever. I'm cool with seeing him at the parties, but I just kinda wish he'd leave me alone.
The moral of the story is: UGH. I HATE guys.
I <3 my daddy and baby monkeys,
~*Kim*~
Nishan has really been bugging me lately, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. Ever since he heard about Super Sweet, he suddenly started calling me all the time again. And now that he's met Paul, he's called me almost every single day for the past week. I think he just wants me again since he feels threatened. He always wants me more when he can't have me. Well, fuck that. I've hooked up with him more than enough times during the past seven months, and I just don't want him anymore. If he can't deal with it, it's his problem, not mine... especially after all of the shit he's put me through.
He was a booty call, and he knows it. He's always been a booty call, and nothing more. What's with the phone calls, and inviting me places, and wanting to hang out? I don't know what his deal is, but I'm just not interested.
WHY do guys do that? WHY do they want girls when they can't have them? The chase? The ego boost? Not that I care, anyway... it just pisses me off. He never wanted to see me this much when he could've. Whatever. I'm cool with seeing him at the parties, but I just kinda wish he'd leave me alone.
The moral of the story is: UGH. I HATE guys.
I <3 my daddy and baby monkeys,
~*Kim*~