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soooo, iv just finished watching the first season of this show called dead like me. its a show about this girl who gets killed by a toilet seat from space and then becomes a grim reaper.
her outer appearance is different to everyone else, shes "undead" or w/e and can still walk amongst the living she can still get a job and all that such, she just....also has to collect souls and shit.
shes allowed to be a part of life but only to a certain extent.......and really, i totally feel that way....i feel like im on the outskirts of life while everyone else gets to experience it. im the person people go to for input or advice on there life decisions, and i am always able to pull some bullshit wisdom out of my ass that makes everything better for them, im extremely good at analyzing situations to let people know all angles of a situation and am most of the time 100% correct on what i say (not to boast about myself).............but in reality, where is my life experience, where are the things i get to enjoy, wheres my best friend? wheres my trip to blah blah for blah blah with blah blah ? wheres my "stupid boyfriend"?
i feel undead...........and just like the chick in the show, she has to learn to accept it and deal with the fact that she cant and wont ever have those experiences.
her outer appearance is different to everyone else, shes "undead" or w/e and can still walk amongst the living she can still get a job and all that such, she just....also has to collect souls and shit.
shes allowed to be a part of life but only to a certain extent.......and really, i totally feel that way....i feel like im on the outskirts of life while everyone else gets to experience it. im the person people go to for input or advice on there life decisions, and i am always able to pull some bullshit wisdom out of my ass that makes everything better for them, im extremely good at analyzing situations to let people know all angles of a situation and am most of the time 100% correct on what i say (not to boast about myself).............but in reality, where is my life experience, where are the things i get to enjoy, wheres my best friend? wheres my trip to blah blah for blah blah with blah blah ? wheres my "stupid boyfriend"?
i feel undead...........and just like the chick in the show, she has to learn to accept it and deal with the fact that she cant and wont ever have those experiences.