ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out..
i haven't updated for almost a week-what a slacker. but neither has anyone else, except hannah and psill..overachievers
here's what i've been up to:
nothing productive-hanging out with the boys and friends, working, little guitar, little t.v., little sleep(until today-slept till 1:30! cha.), and a little skating. oh yeh and a lot of hannah-but not too much as to interfere with our social lives. its hard to balance sometimes-case in point: tyler's relations. i haven't seen or heard from that kid in nearly a month. a month! it's ridiculous really. i'll try to make my way into his schedule at some point.
i really do not have much to say except that i am wasting my life and summer away by not not doing anything productive. i need to do some work, i need to have something to show for three months of my life. i suck. but its so easy just not to do anything because no one yells at me for anything..i have to motivate myself here. its hard enough to get myself to take a shower. i feel so useless right now. and im rambling.
--eh i'll update when i actually have somethin to say-but that only happens when i am pissed off or sad. i am happy and real content right now, thus i have little to sound off about. and no one wants to hear how happy someone is, it just makes their life seem unhappy.
shireef and adam asked me to go to the pool. i said no immediately. its not that i had other plans..just the pool doesnt interest me at all-northwood, that is. i could go to zach's g-ma's pool anytime..its not restricting like northwood seems to be. restricting as in a hassle to get people to go and try to have fun.
gotta go, my comp is gonna die!! later on.
*call on, on call.
here's what i've been up to:
nothing productive-hanging out with the boys and friends, working, little guitar, little t.v., little sleep(until today-slept till 1:30! cha.), and a little skating. oh yeh and a lot of hannah-but not too much as to interfere with our social lives. its hard to balance sometimes-case in point: tyler's relations. i haven't seen or heard from that kid in nearly a month. a month! it's ridiculous really. i'll try to make my way into his schedule at some point.
i really do not have much to say except that i am wasting my life and summer away by not not doing anything productive. i need to do some work, i need to have something to show for three months of my life. i suck. but its so easy just not to do anything because no one yells at me for anything..i have to motivate myself here. its hard enough to get myself to take a shower. i feel so useless right now. and im rambling.
--eh i'll update when i actually have somethin to say-but that only happens when i am pissed off or sad. i am happy and real content right now, thus i have little to sound off about. and no one wants to hear how happy someone is, it just makes their life seem unhappy.
shireef and adam asked me to go to the pool. i said no immediately. its not that i had other plans..just the pool doesnt interest me at all-northwood, that is. i could go to zach's g-ma's pool anytime..its not restricting like northwood seems to be. restricting as in a hassle to get people to go and try to have fun.
gotta go, my comp is gonna die!! later on.
*call on, on call.