Friendships Fallin Apart
Well today was nothing special jessica stayed tha night last night but had to leave early for her class wich she didnt have to go to after all wich sucked cus i kept getting up freakin early just to find her a ride home ohh well more sucky for her cus she actually went and she didnt have to be there but anyways but my grandma let me sleep in after she left till like 3:00 in tha after noon wich was nicccceeee if i do say so myself but when i got up naturally like a good mexican i started cleaning house cus shoot i do wanna go out this weekend im just not sure with who though cus right now jessica an vicky are on bad terms they're not even on speaking terms its krazy cus each of them has been talking shit about eachother to me about each of them its like back an forth and im in tha middle . I love them both cus they're like 2 of tha 3 people that im really close with that arent family so it sucks an tha weird thing is that them 2 were friends first i met vicky through jessica but vicky isnt mean to me or anything like jessica is shes like tha more layed back type that keeps a kool head but except when it comes to fighting females though cus shes a straight savage but tha thing is i put too many years in me an jessicas friendship an we've gone through soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much together an i feel i can be a lil more open an honest with jessica but tha thing is right now im just stuck in tha middle cus they both have good points on why one is mad at tha other i mean what each one is saying in there own way makes sense but it just hella sucks an this weekend vicky wants me to stay with her at her aunts house wich i dont know if i wanna do that cus tha truth is vicky isnt even suppose to be there so i doubt ill go with her an jessica wants to kick it with mando an christian an with her "best friend"christina wich i never knew of till just last weekend i really dont know what to do cus i know i dont wanna be stuck at home all weekend but i dont wanna have to choose between tha two of them but one thing that does get me hella mad is that jessica is throwin this christina girl in tha mix cus supposedly this girl is like her best friend an they've been friends since jessica was in 5th grade tha crazy thing is i've known jessica since she was in 6th grade an i never really heard shit about christina til this last past weekend so im like hmmm jessica sure throws tha word best friend around alot so that makes what we got feel not so special but i dont know things are just so crazy right now but imma end it here so i can juss do a lil thinking so later