Aug 23, 2004 00:33
well today was koo didnt do anything really. slept in wich was koo till like 3 in tha afternoon an my mom bbqed chickin an my sista girl tenette an her sister niesha came over an ate dinner with us wich was koo . an my homie chris called an i was on tha phone with him for like 2 hours wich was koo but not cus he was askin me if i liked him cus hes already told me he likes me which is koo but i dont like him like that hes juss a homie an for some reason its hard for me to tell him that cus i feel like im gonna hurt his feelings if i tell him tha truth but oh well . i gotta go to work tomorrow wich is koo but it kinda sucks cus work has been suckie cus i got no one to talk to so its kinda lonely cus jessica is busy with this girl natalie an im juss stuck there bein lonely for like days wich really really sucks im hopein i can get my homie tenette hooked up with a job there soon cus it sucks cus it sometimes feels like im tha only one there cus most tha time jessica is in her own lil world but its koo cus i know shes stilla lil youngsta but ohh well its a job an im gettin payed so i guess i shouldnt be complainin.my homie chris is suppose to stop by my work an kick it for i while i really hope he does man im startin to think now that me an jessica shouldnt be kickin it anymore i dont know why but ill think that wich i dont know.sometimes i think i need to b kickin it with people my age an she needs to b kickin it with people her age cus it sucks cus in her mind tha world needs to revolve around her an all that matters is juss her she really doesnt understand what a true homie is to b honest i only got like 2 her an tenette but her she juss dumb with stuff like that an it kinda makes me mad i really dont know how to explain it though but it sucks so imma juss leave it at that cus i could go on for days on this subject