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So to update on my pregnancy, mostly for my own knowledge: It sucks, I hate it, I feel HUGE, I feel ready to pop, my belly is never comfortable, I pee constantly, my hips hurt... ugh. The nice thing about having the same due date is I can just look back at this exact date 2 years ago to see if I felt the same.. yup, I did. Miserable.
To update on everything else: Gosh, I don't want to jinx it.. but there are some pretty exciting things in the works. It all hinges on so many "what ifs" coming true, so I just pray they do.. As usual, I feel like my life is right on the brink.. if I could just shove myself over the edge, I'd be in a much better place. Alas, complacency is a huge bad habit of mine.
Money money money.. why must you hold me back so? "Lottery games should be played for fun and not investment purposes" Adam and I can't wait until we win and are interviewed...We're not going to be all "oooh, that was so FUN!" we're going to be "Goddamn, that $1 was a good investment!" And then all like "Yeah we used to be millionares but we wasted it all away on lottery tickets.. thank god we finally won! What are we going to do with our money now? Reinvest!"
Ahaha. Can't. Wait. Adam and I will be the funniest rich people ever, which I why I feel we are so deserving to win. DO YOU HEAR THAT UNIVERSE? WANT A GOOD LAUGH? GIVE ME A MILLION BUCKS!
Pregnancy is definitely starting to make me a bit crazy, but I kind of like it. My brain works in different ways, and it's fun to see the change. Unfortunately babies are starting to consume my life. No one else cares what kind of big boy bed I want to get with James, but alas, it weighs on my mind. I shall try and refrain from posting a zillion pictures of my squishy wrinkly ugly helpless infant once it arrives. Does anyone care when my baby starts to coo? No. I barely care.
On the bright side, we paid ALL our credit cards down to almost $0, and having that cushion of money on available credit feels nice, not to mention our credit jumped about 70 points, which instantly made me want to go buy a new car. Probably a bad idea, so I'm strongly trying to resist.
February.. please be kind. March.. please be easy. April... please be easy labor. Is that too much to ask?
To update on everything else: Gosh, I don't want to jinx it.. but there are some pretty exciting things in the works. It all hinges on so many "what ifs" coming true, so I just pray they do.. As usual, I feel like my life is right on the brink.. if I could just shove myself over the edge, I'd be in a much better place. Alas, complacency is a huge bad habit of mine.
Money money money.. why must you hold me back so? "Lottery games should be played for fun and not investment purposes" Adam and I can't wait until we win and are interviewed...We're not going to be all "oooh, that was so FUN!" we're going to be "Goddamn, that $1 was a good investment!" And then all like "Yeah we used to be millionares but we wasted it all away on lottery tickets.. thank god we finally won! What are we going to do with our money now? Reinvest!"
Ahaha. Can't. Wait. Adam and I will be the funniest rich people ever, which I why I feel we are so deserving to win. DO YOU HEAR THAT UNIVERSE? WANT A GOOD LAUGH? GIVE ME A MILLION BUCKS!
Pregnancy is definitely starting to make me a bit crazy, but I kind of like it. My brain works in different ways, and it's fun to see the change. Unfortunately babies are starting to consume my life. No one else cares what kind of big boy bed I want to get with James, but alas, it weighs on my mind. I shall try and refrain from posting a zillion pictures of my squishy wrinkly ugly helpless infant once it arrives. Does anyone care when my baby starts to coo? No. I barely care.
On the bright side, we paid ALL our credit cards down to almost $0, and having that cushion of money on available credit feels nice, not to mention our credit jumped about 70 points, which instantly made me want to go buy a new car. Probably a bad idea, so I'm strongly trying to resist.
February.. please be kind. March.. please be easy. April... please be easy labor. Is that too much to ask?