Home alone
So I am sitting here waiting for the husband to come home. I was going to start dinner but realized it's only 8:15 and if I make it now I'd me eating alone. I really hate his working late but I can't really complain because he is making decent money. I just wish we could eat at a decent hour and spend more than an hour together before we go to bed. Some nights I feel so bad because he comes home and is all hugs and kisses and I am so tired and mad that I have been home alone that I shut him out and push him away. As much as I try to suck it up and convince myself that he is doing it for us I still can not get past the annoyance of him not coming home at a decent hour so we can be together. I guess it's just me being selfish. I should take up a hobby or do something to occupy my time. But I really just want to come home to somebody. I really am I home body and like coming home having dinner watching tv and just vegging but doing it alone every day of the week sucks. But I don't see the end of him working these crappy hours so I guess I will have to suck it up and get used to it.