If you're dreaming
Today me and Josh drove to the beach when I got out of work cause it was so nice out. On the ride there we listened to music and sang along a bit, it was a nice ride. At some point a little before we got to the beach, he was leaning on me and I wondered how much it would cost to run away and get married right then. It would make me happy. Other than the fact I'm poor, I wouldn't mind getting married right now. Well, shortly after that thought we got to the beach and oddly, there's a wedding going on there. We set up our blankets and watched the ceremony get set up and proceed. The whole time I kept wondering what our wedding will be like. We stayed around long enough to hear until they had said their vows. It was just so strange that I had thought about that, then there's a wedding going on. Yeah, I know I'm probably crazy for wanting to get married, and that most people think it's just a phase, but it's not. It's truly the real thing with us. I care about him more than anyone could ever know. I would do anything for him. I mean, if he ever needed anything, I'd give it to him, regardless of what it cost me. He's worth it. He is the most precious thing in my world. If anything ever happened to him, I wouldn't be able to deal with it. He is my everything, he's given me plans for the future. He is my future. I love you, Josh.
That's all for now everyone. <3.
That's all for now everyone. <3.