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i was in a weird mood when sarah was working next to me. like i wasnt all that happy and i was like blah leave me alone type of thing..but she was talkin to me...i wasnt really interested..i wasnt really excited. not because of her but i think i was just getting annoyed cuz no one up front could hear me...and then it takes forever for someone to finally come over...and it holds up the line.
i need to clean my room its a fucking messssss....if anyone thinks they know how messy i am...u have no idea how worse it has gotten...
between running in and out...going to school..going to work and shit..i just throw my shit down real quick and then get ready to go...so i always am trying to find my clothes or something..so everything is everywhere. i have so many things i have to throw out. its a lil hectic down there.
i gotta read a chapter for child psych tonight as well. erica wanted to hang out..and i want to..but i cant. otherwise when i come home ima be like oooh im to tired..and then thats how it goes off into me procrasting for like the rest of the semester just cuz i mess up in the beginning...it takes more work to make it up in the end.
i called kaitlyn last night..but she didnt answer. probably better off cuz i was all fucked up. i called a few ppl actually..but they were either sleeping or busy being out. then i just passed out lol.
i guess im just afraid to sleep alone. no voice to hear before i go to sleep...doesnt matter whose it is as long as its someones. a friend...someone close..or someone fimilar. im such a phone whore.
i need to clean my room its a fucking messssss....if anyone thinks they know how messy i am...u have no idea how worse it has gotten...
between running in and out...going to school..going to work and shit..i just throw my shit down real quick and then get ready to go...so i always am trying to find my clothes or something..so everything is everywhere. i have so many things i have to throw out. its a lil hectic down there.
i gotta read a chapter for child psych tonight as well. erica wanted to hang out..and i want to..but i cant. otherwise when i come home ima be like oooh im to tired..and then thats how it goes off into me procrasting for like the rest of the semester just cuz i mess up in the beginning...it takes more work to make it up in the end.
i called kaitlyn last night..but she didnt answer. probably better off cuz i was all fucked up. i called a few ppl actually..but they were either sleeping or busy being out. then i just passed out lol.
i guess im just afraid to sleep alone. no voice to hear before i go to sleep...doesnt matter whose it is as long as its someones. a friend...someone close..or someone fimilar. im such a phone whore.