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It really sucks when your whole world seems like one big fucking joke, when the people closest seems the fakest. I don't know who to trust, who to believe, who to really turn to. My head is spinning and all I can concentrate on is the fact that all of this is completely fucked up.
I don't feel comfortable in my own apartment anymore. I hate being at work, but I don't even want to go home. I know if I go home, I'll just sit there by myself until it's time to go to bed. I don't know how to feel about him anymore. I don't trust him at all anymore. I'm constantly wondering what he's doing and who he's doing it with. I need to face it, I'm just not happy.
I've been feeling like shit lately, upset stomach, nausea, headches, extreme anxiety, and I'm sure it's all over this.
I don't think that my heart is in this anymore.
I don't feel comfortable in my own apartment anymore. I hate being at work, but I don't even want to go home. I know if I go home, I'll just sit there by myself until it's time to go to bed. I don't know how to feel about him anymore. I don't trust him at all anymore. I'm constantly wondering what he's doing and who he's doing it with. I need to face it, I'm just not happy.
I've been feeling like shit lately, upset stomach, nausea, headches, extreme anxiety, and I'm sure it's all over this.
I don't think that my heart is in this anymore.