Lost Canyon
this weekend was undescribable. i had fun for the most part. met some amazing people. came closer to god. came closer to friends. lost my voice. im so happy i went. i cant even go into detail how happy i did. and what went on. its just one of those things you have to expierience yourself. cabin time on saturday morn' made me so depressed because from what john told us, we would not even be able to go into heaven to be with god. there was just no possible way. i had no idea what to do. i cant explain it. it was just like there was no point to me being here if i wasnt living for god, to be with him. then later on, after dinner, john said one word. ONE WORD: Jesus. i connected it so fast, it made kris and my heads spin. i dont know how i could have been so stupid not to connect it. jesus died on the cross for us so that it would be possible to get into heaven. just one of the things that i should have never forgotten, yet i did and i felt so relieved after i connected it. it made me so ticked off earlier that morning that i was living for god and then i get put down that i will seperated from him forever. i am just so happy that i got to go. so many things happened that i would most likely forget something that went on. all i know for sure is that kids meals at subway and mickey d are good. and katie makes me laugh for 20 straight minutes. and bringing my snowsuit was way more convenient than i though. i still have a lot to think about with my relationship with god and where it is going and what i am going to do about it. i love all my friends and how supportive they were through everything. and getting me out of the pyrimid as soon as i was turning blue; showing that i wasnt getting oxygen. chelsea, kris, liz, kaitlin, trev, blake, nicknick, katiecakes, nick, john[for the back massage], andrew, DOUG[playing me the acoustic stuff; it reminded me of caimbridge. :)], jaime, patrick, whitney, zach, ashleyyyyy, starfire, and everyone else who helped make this weekend amazing. today i stayed home because i needed the sleep and my voice is lost. i cant talk and its killing me. oh well though, right?
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