theyre only wishes.
TODAY:
fell asleep in bio. not good. because im failing... got woken up. by the teach. said that i was missing a lot of notes. probably right, but im just going to copy kiersten or katiee. Jerk head of a teacher. it was funny though.
i got ERICSSS iPod today. well, for half the day. it was amazing. i listened to jamisonparker all day long. i love him. i love themmm<33 and i asked if he could play emily {by fftl<3} on the guitar. he said yes. and i told him HE HAS TO COME OVER AND PLAY IT FOR ME. and i also told him were getting married. he said okay. :]]]] so im happy beyond belief. :D
after school, played golf. i did okay but me&&dad got in 1st place!! well, second, tied for 1st. it was awesome. im really sad//happy the seasons over. jenjen and court wont be there next year. which will be super sad because jenjen is my sister. for realsssss. she makes me so hapy. courtneys number one. and shes 18. and it doesnt feel like it though. i mean, i know she is. but i cant believe shes going to be gone. i have had so many great memories with her. like my duck faces and in'n'out. and her giving me lessons.
homework blows up the butt. i hate it so much. i dont know why english is so hard. i understand bio, i fell asleep today. come on now. i sure hope i dont slip. im so close to the edge.
winter is coming. i dont know what it will bring. hopefully some good. i love all my friends so much. i dont really have a bff right now. im just close to a bunch of friends and its wierd. i would do anything for them. and i hope they know it.
i just really wish i had someone. someone else that could be there for me when i need it. someone who will just be a person that could go walking at night down the street and look at all the christmas lights. sing christmas carols with like a bunch of friends did a year or two back. have hot chocolate with and to cuddle. to go to starbucks and share a mint frappachino with. someone who can talk with me and i dont get bored with. we can hang out at eachothers houses instead of going somewhere. like the mall/movies. who can play me something and mean it. and play it with some passion. just a boy. and i know who he is. who could be mine. but cant. because hes taken. but really now, theres got to be more of him out there.
my official favorite bands: CARTEL<3; JamisonParker<33333; The Scene Aesthetic<333; CAIMBRIDGE<333 duhh.
and acoustic makes the world 13709731970912382393720918237093273302102 times better.