what i realized

[alwayslovinu]

i realized today that if it wernt for allie i wouldnt not be who i am today, id be some whore knocked up on rack because my life went so downhill at one point, she was always there always, shes my best friend, and shes still helping me realize what i have lost and what i have to gain, and that what i think is not the truth cuz its not, im selfish and stubborn and ill admit that, i take things that should be close to the heart for graunted, and i dont realize it, but i know who my friends are and who i want to be not because of someone i want to impress, so this school year should be good and way better for me than the last, but ya im going to go watch uptown girls at allies

<3 Amanda