Jul 26, 2004 03:51
ya so its 4 am and im still awake and i have work today but i cant go to sleep because i cant stop thinking what if. so ive listened to this cd about 6 times already and i have 2 all time favorite songs......With a tremblin' pen in hand I try the best I can
To write all the reasons I can't stay
And I hope she'll understand I can't leave her like a man
Cuz a man would never leave her this way
A note of things I should have said
Lays besude her sleepin' head
As I turn and make my way off in the night
By the time the motning's breakin'
My heart will still be achin'
Every time I think about what I left behind
CHORUS:
Cuz I don't wanna see me leavin' in her eyes
And I can't stand to watch her watch me make her cry
And I don't know the right way I can do her wrong
So I don't wanna be here in the mornin'
When she wakes up and finds me gone
It hurts to know how mush she'll hurt
I've told myself things could be worse
And I've convinced myself she's better off this way
By the time she finds I'm gone
I'll be a long, long way from home
When she reads the note of things I couldn't say
Lord, I don't wanna be here in the mornin'
When she wakes up and finds me gone.....thats one, and then the song that was given to me by someone because they said it was true but i dont belive............Every where I go,
they're starin' at her,
every man I know.
He wants to have her
I guess I outta be a jealous man.
I look the other way
they're hittin' on her every night and day
they telephone her
they try and get to her
but I know they can't
[chorus]
Cuz she never lets it go
to her heart
she never lets it go
that far
when they start talkin'
she starts walkin'
right back to my arms
they can turn anywhere
but she never lets it go to her heart.
She walks into the room
and everybody watches every move
hopin' she don't love me
I know it by the way
they hang around.
but they don't realize
there's more to her than what you see with eyes
that's why i'm lucky
that no matter what they do
can't reach her now
[chorus]
cuz she never lets it go
to her heart
she never lets it go
that far
when they start talkin'
she starts walkin'
right back to my arms
they can turn anywhere
but she never lets it go to her heart
she never lets it go to her heart..........i dono but one song that i think i would cry to right now is...........It was labor day weekend
I was 17
I bought a coke and some gasoline
I drove out to the county fair
When I saw her for the first time
She was standing there in the ticket line
it all started right then and there
Oh a sailors sky made a perfect sunset
Thats a day Ill never forget
I had a bbq stain on my white t-shirt
She was killin me in that mini skirt
skippin rocks on the river by the railroad tracks
She had a sun tan line and red lipstick
I worked so hard for that first kiss
and a heart dont forget somethin like that
It was 5 years later on a southbound plane
I was headed down to New Orleans
To meet some friends of mine for the Marte Gra
When I heard a voice from the past
Comin from a few rows back
And when I looked I couldnt believe just what I saw
She said I betcha dont remember me
And I said only every other memory
I had a bbq stain on my white t-shirt
you were killing me in that mini skirt
skippin rocks on the river by the railroad tracks
You had a sun tan line and redlipstick
I worked so hard for that first kiss
and a heart dont forget somethin like that
like an old photogragh time can make a memory fade
but the memory of a first love never fades away
I had a bbq stain on my white t-shirt
you were killing me with that mini skirt
skippin rocks on the river by the railroad tracks
she had a sun tan line and redlipstick
I worked so hard for that first kiss
and a heart dont forget
Nooo a heart dont forget
i said a heart dont forget
somethin like that
ooh somethin' like that...........i think im a bitch for thinking what i keep thinking, and i shouldnt think what im thinking, i just have to talk to him in person and get a bunch of things out of my mind i really need to get then out and in the open and off my chest, but then i think why whats so great about me why should he want to talk to me, im stupid and stubbern and i cant listen, and all i can see is that image, thats all i think about thats all ive been thinking about all nigth i cant go to sleep, ive been up all night and still im sitting here in the same sopt thinking about how stupid i am and im sitting here crying but i honestly cant help it ive sat here and tried but i cant its hopless just liek we are, but hey who cares.