this is the best and the worst day of my life!!!
today started off great. i woke up this moning and went and got another tattoo!!!!yayyyyy. then went and hung out with chris (i am so in love with him but he dont love me) i went to his house and had so much fun like always. then i left and now im talking to him online tell him how i feel about him and he is saying how he is saying that he would rather be friends. that he loves me so much but as a best friend. and it hurts so much to know that i would never be with the person i love. but im going to have 2 deal with that bcause he is the greatest friend i have ever had in my life! lets just hope he will feel the same way some time down the line. which i dont think that will happen but i can always wish. right?