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Apr 07, 2005 20:08

mann today started kinda wierd and sad for me.. the morning was find i get my morning hugs and i talk to a friend and then i he found someone more instresting and just blew me off.. i know that happens alot in high school but i just felt like talking to someone and he just left.. then it got better..finished my english project that i did in powerpoint it was awesome.. then lunch i got a bad feeling in my stomache like someone is going to happen..then right after lunch i saw something that i felt my heart just drop and i was speechless and very sad.....that just ruined my day.. 5th period i did my presentation it was okay but that was just in my mind the whole day. 6th period i had people cheering me up man luv ya u guys karina n joseph.. thanx for the massage.. LOL yeah then after that i went back in to a depressive mood.. then me and manny decided not to go to 7th period because we werent in the mood.. i mean i dont do shit in that class execpt to look at krells butt. LOL besides that its boring.. then i saw that person afterschool like i didnt want to see that person but like he acted like nothing but i felt weird b/c i knew what i saw... but like its weird i can have things on my mind and he can make me soo happy and i think thats what made my heart drop, seeing this person wit someone else, and cuz i care about this person alot to loose him.. but i know were still friends but it just makes me sad cuz i had alil hope that we would be more than friends u know..im just in a depressed kind of a mood,, need some cheering up..=(
-monica-
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