6 FUCKING years, wasted.
Wow, I can't say I have even been happier in my life. But without her in it.. in a weird way, it just doesn't seem worth it. Busy all the time? I'm not making any attempts.. That's bullshit.. I have texted her 4-5 times in the past month. Telling her my cell phone works.. then I said Hi a few times, I also told her Happy 8 Months... in which she NEVER went out of her way to text me back. I'm sorry shes SO busy she can't even send a text message and I'm sorry Shes SO busy to call me, or possibly stop by to see me. Yah, I'm busy too working 39 hours a week and hanging out with a lot of friends, not to mention my girlfriend, but I would do anything to write her name back in my plan book. It's not all up to me to stay into contact. I have stopped by her house.. I tried talking to her a few times.. She has no intrest in me, wheather she is busy or not. So that's bull shit. I dont understand why I run to her with my problems, knowing that she will make it seem all ok, b/c I see now its all an act trying to get me to just shut up. She could care less what I go through, while I have to ask around and read shit to find out what my best friend is up to. Makes me feel like shit and I miss her. Just an e-mail, a comment on my Journal, a phone call, a FUCKING TEXT MESSAGE would make a difference. But yah, understandable... you're too busy.