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I'm loosing faith once again. you know that feeling that you are going to do something stupid just to make the disappointment you feel about your life drift to something else for a moment.
I hate having that feeling that I need to talk to someone yet when it comes down to it picking up the phone...I'm left with no one to call. and don't say that I could always call "you" cause if I didn't call "you" then theres a reason.
why do I spread myself so thin? I make tons of friends who I keep around for short periods of time...then when it comes down to it and I need someone theres no one.
forget it. forget everything. god I'm so tired and pissed off.
maybe I just need to go pass out.
I hate having that feeling that I need to talk to someone yet when it comes down to it picking up the phone...I'm left with no one to call. and don't say that I could always call "you" cause if I didn't call "you" then theres a reason.
why do I spread myself so thin? I make tons of friends who I keep around for short periods of time...then when it comes down to it and I need someone theres no one.
forget it. forget everything. god I'm so tired and pissed off.
maybe I just need to go pass out.