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this new update setting is weird
i love how i end up crying every time i talk to someone in my family. not my parents so much anymore, but my aunts. i talked to one aunt this morning and cried then talked to another this afternoon and cried... a lot. its really frustrating. i understand they want whats best for me or whatever but it gets annoying when every time i talk to them they tell me i should come home or i should be in school. i know that i should be in school and i want to be. i dont need to be told everyday. and i was telling my mom today that its really hard to want to talk to everyone and keep in touch when i get so upset every time. and i cried as i was telling her. i wish i wasnt so sensitive or stupid or emotional or whatever it is that i am all the time.
anyway, i have an interview at the marriott tomorrow. i like working at world market, but i think i would like the marriott more. so i guess we'll see how that goes. and maybe i can get something worked out so i can go home for christmas.
thats all, i have a headache.
ps - madden is the devil
i love how i end up crying every time i talk to someone in my family. not my parents so much anymore, but my aunts. i talked to one aunt this morning and cried then talked to another this afternoon and cried... a lot. its really frustrating. i understand they want whats best for me or whatever but it gets annoying when every time i talk to them they tell me i should come home or i should be in school. i know that i should be in school and i want to be. i dont need to be told everyday. and i was telling my mom today that its really hard to want to talk to everyone and keep in touch when i get so upset every time. and i cried as i was telling her. i wish i wasnt so sensitive or stupid or emotional or whatever it is that i am all the time.
anyway, i have an interview at the marriott tomorrow. i like working at world market, but i think i would like the marriott more. so i guess we'll see how that goes. and maybe i can get something worked out so i can go home for christmas.
thats all, i have a headache.
ps - madden is the devil