this song calms me down...
actually, the whole garden state soundtrack does.
it's not that i'm all fired up.... just kind of disappointed i guess. i've been really bummed lately because my optimistic options are all being ruled out. my camera is gone. the fact that the police and my parents sounded very convinced that it was stolen just makes me uneasy. my money was taken from my wallet a few weeks ago, mallory's wallet was probably stolen, and now this. i feel violated this semester. i've never been really stolen from before. it's a sick feeling. why don't people have respect for other people's property? greed? jealousy? complete lack of morals? follow the damn golden rule. i don't take your things, don't take mine. my mom wants me to start locking my bedroom door... i don't want to feel like a prisoner in my own apartment. we haven't even had any parties this semester. i just don't know. what i do know is that it's a damn good thing i've been working all semester because on top of rent expenses starting in may, i also get to buy an $800 camera. i feel even worse because over spring break my parents talked about getting me my own digital camera for my birthday so i wouldn't have to borrow theirs... that part makes me want to cry. i'm so frustrated. why can't it just reappear?
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it's not that i'm all fired up.... just kind of disappointed i guess. i've been really bummed lately because my optimistic options are all being ruled out. my camera is gone. the fact that the police and my parents sounded very convinced that it was stolen just makes me uneasy. my money was taken from my wallet a few weeks ago, mallory's wallet was probably stolen, and now this. i feel violated this semester. i've never been really stolen from before. it's a sick feeling. why don't people have respect for other people's property? greed? jealousy? complete lack of morals? follow the damn golden rule. i don't take your things, don't take mine. my mom wants me to start locking my bedroom door... i don't want to feel like a prisoner in my own apartment. we haven't even had any parties this semester. i just don't know. what i do know is that it's a damn good thing i've been working all semester because on top of rent expenses starting in may, i also get to buy an $800 camera. i feel even worse because over spring break my parents talked about getting me my own digital camera for my birthday so i wouldn't have to borrow theirs... that part makes me want to cry. i'm so frustrated. why can't it just reappear?
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