I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find.
Ok Erin... it's time to grow up now.
This past Saturday, I drunkenly sobbed about internships. Who does that? I'm stressed about them. I was invited to move to the 2nd step of the interview process with College Pro... but I wrote them to say "no thank you." I need to take classes this summer and I'm honestly not ready for a job to consume my life.
There's a job fair tomorrow. Right now, I'm looking up the different companies that will be there. I don't want a desk job. I don't want bitch work. I don't fucking want a 9-to-5. I like my banquet server job... long hours, lots of running around, making customers/co-workers laugh, and leaving exhausted but happy. That's what I like to do.
My resume needs redone. I feel like no matter how perfect I make it, I still won't get any call backs. I'm not far enough into my business major.... Hell, I'm not even a specified business major. My grades are average. I was talking to Whitney at work. I said that if I couldn't find a business internship that I'd try to do psych research at Pitt this summer. I really don't want to. The only thing I could see myself enjoying would be studying the work place and groups like my Psych of Small Groups course did... but I can't exactly start off doing whatever it is that I please.
If only my family were involved in the mob, this could be a much easier process.
This past Saturday, I drunkenly sobbed about internships. Who does that? I'm stressed about them. I was invited to move to the 2nd step of the interview process with College Pro... but I wrote them to say "no thank you." I need to take classes this summer and I'm honestly not ready for a job to consume my life.
There's a job fair tomorrow. Right now, I'm looking up the different companies that will be there. I don't want a desk job. I don't want bitch work. I don't fucking want a 9-to-5. I like my banquet server job... long hours, lots of running around, making customers/co-workers laugh, and leaving exhausted but happy. That's what I like to do.
My resume needs redone. I feel like no matter how perfect I make it, I still won't get any call backs. I'm not far enough into my business major.... Hell, I'm not even a specified business major. My grades are average. I was talking to Whitney at work. I said that if I couldn't find a business internship that I'd try to do psych research at Pitt this summer. I really don't want to. The only thing I could see myself enjoying would be studying the work place and groups like my Psych of Small Groups course did... but I can't exactly start off doing whatever it is that I please.
If only my family were involved in the mob, this could be a much easier process.