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im sick of all the bullshit i put myself through, i know i shouldnt be thinkign and feeling this still but its so hard to let go and peopel just dont seem to understand that. is it wrong to want to be happy for the first tiem in your life, having someone to hold and love you and feel the same exact way you do, thats just all i could ever hope for, but im starting to think love has givin up on me, it hurts to know no one cares about me in that special way but i guess i will just have to pull my head up and deal with it like i always have...