i've realized something

Jun 16, 2005 19:58

i've realized that im not the same person i used to be. its not a bad thing b/c im still the same person but im still no....me. like ppl say that im mean and i know most of the time they're just joking around but they have no idea how much it hurts my feelings. like i used to be such a good person and i dont know what happend. i guess i changed. ( Read more... )

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aww kelly! beautifulsoul05 June 17 2005, 10:24:15 UTC
wow....kelly that seems totally like me....it actually like is me....u and me are so much alike!..kelly i kno how your feeling right now about changing and stuff your not a mean person at all ur one of the nicest grls in our school...i remember the night of the ring dance when u were telling davids mom someone said that about you...told u i remember everything...but ne ways you have changed and kelly its been for the better..i mean i kinda have just learned to look at it like this...kelly if i hadn't of lost all the people that i thought mattered the most then i prolly would never of become such good friends with you...Kelly we need eachother and im not like just saying through the bad times cuz i kno ur always going to be there but u and me need eachother to escape from everything that is going wrong in our lives and to just go and have fun...kelly im so happy that i've met you this year..and i've realized like honestly me losing all those people was actually a gift because i got to kno you better...i totally understand how you want to go bk to next year and stuff but ya i wasn't friends with you last year and it sucks that i didn't come outta my like shy shell at school till this year because then we prolly woulda been friends longer...but kelly i kno for a fact im not going ne where and im not gonna leave you ne time soon!...kelly ur sooo nice so if people are calling u mean or a bitch don't listen to them its ur life live it the way you wanna live it...u haven't become mean at all u've just changed everyone has but its not a bad thing...and ya it sucks losing that guy that you can go to for ne thing like i guess i kno how u feel on that one and its just sucks...but we actually have to just be happy with what we got!...i told you im going happy now!...so ne ways i love you kelly!
~ery~

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