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ok so ive realized a few things today that i havent really noticed about myself. like how every night i got into my room close my door and turn my radio on and then i do my h/w. but its not like omg i have to do my h/w feeling i like it when i do it b/c its like my alone time. like i just go over everything thats been going on. like i will do my h/w but ill cry while im doing it if something happend that hurt me that day. and i dont go on the phone and stuff. idk. its weird but i like it b/c its just my time to unwind. well thats one of the things that i figured out today. i also figured out that i still really like this guy that i thought i got over. i thought i didnt like him n e more but now i think i like him even more and thats really bad b/c i dont talk to him and he doesnt like me so it would just end up hurting me. i wish for once ther person i liked could like me back but i guess that wont happen in this case.