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So I'm in the store yesterday. I have about 6 items so I’m waiting in the u scan lane, its a 15 items of less and I was next in line what an very pissy looking older woman (you know the type there face is in a permanent scowl) she had one of those walkers you can turn around and sit in and she has 2 bananas and a box of something or another. She starts doing an old lady run/shuffle b3ecause the woman to my right is gather her bags off the u scan. She practically slides in front of me and takes the spot. She looks at me and says I only have 2 items then looks at the checker running 4 machines and looks back and says its ok? I realize I nodded yes when I really ment no it’s not ok to be so rude. I then start thinking of the years I had been force to be “respectful” to old people when they did nothing to deserve it. Don’t get me wrong had she been next to me and smiled I would have offered to let her go ahead but she just took. I then stared thinking about all the people we give “respect” to those who do not earn it or may have earned it at one time but no longer acts kind and respectful to others. I am now wondering if I am alone and age is something that in its self demands respect regardless of actions. That for one reason or another some people gets it and does nothing to disserve it. Like bosses, old people, authority figures, parents, even some friends.
Ok it’s a totally retarded rant I was just thinking about it.
So Abby birthday is coming up and I want to do something for her. I’m just not sure what to do with all the drama that has been going on. For the first time my mom is missing a kids birthday. As crazy as my mom drives me I feel very uneasy with her missing this. It’s not how things go or at least not how things have gone also we have some good friends that are not going to be there and this is the 1st birthday Abby has had that they missed too, I mean both my mom and out friend was in the room for her delivery I’m kind of thrown off by all of this. I mean both have far more important things they need to do so I’m not at all angry or upset ….it just feels odd to me. I will keep you up to date on what we are going to do if you want to come and spend the day with her…oh yeah and us too ;)
It has been kinda nice the last week or so. We had a friend hang out for a few days and play games it nice having him around. We have been hanging out with friends. The best part is people have started coming back to hang out. We have people coming into town and I’m excited. Most were going to be august visits but now they should be September. I got Michaels birth certificate and I called the school district so next week I am going to go and register him. I was asked by Abby instructor to giver her my résumé she is hiring and though I would be perfect for the job so I may be getting a job woot
Ok this all just drivel since I’m board. Talk to ya later
Ok it’s a totally retarded rant I was just thinking about it.
So Abby birthday is coming up and I want to do something for her. I’m just not sure what to do with all the drama that has been going on. For the first time my mom is missing a kids birthday. As crazy as my mom drives me I feel very uneasy with her missing this. It’s not how things go or at least not how things have gone also we have some good friends that are not going to be there and this is the 1st birthday Abby has had that they missed too, I mean both my mom and out friend was in the room for her delivery I’m kind of thrown off by all of this. I mean both have far more important things they need to do so I’m not at all angry or upset ….it just feels odd to me. I will keep you up to date on what we are going to do if you want to come and spend the day with her…oh yeah and us too ;)
It has been kinda nice the last week or so. We had a friend hang out for a few days and play games it nice having him around. We have been hanging out with friends. The best part is people have started coming back to hang out. We have people coming into town and I’m excited. Most were going to be august visits but now they should be September. I got Michaels birth certificate and I called the school district so next week I am going to go and register him. I was asked by Abby instructor to giver her my résumé she is hiring and though I would be perfect for the job so I may be getting a job woot
Ok this all just drivel since I’m board. Talk to ya later