China gets broken, and it will never be the same...

Mar 01, 2007 10:14

And again, life continues to kick my ass. I don't know how it happens, how i always let it get this far. I have zero money and too many bills to pay. I have no idea what's going on in most of my classes because im too tired to pay attention most of the time. And even when i do make an effort, it's not good enough. I had to rewrite my compII paper on absurdist microfiction because she couldn't find my deeper meaning. the whole point of the word absurdist is to have no meaning, to write whatever comes first to your brain without editing it, however strange it may be or sense it does not make.whatever.

amys leaving soon, every job that i want has hours not condusive to going to school, and i have excise taxes to pay because the town of salisbury is ridiculous. why would anyone live here on purpose? honestly, the only jobs that pay enough are 9-5 jobs that i cant have because i have to attend this college that i hate where i have no goals. great.i dont even know what to do with myself most of the time.

i am so sick of living at home that i have no words to explain it. i cannot wait to move out. i cant handle being blamed for everything that doesnt get done, not everything around the house is my job.i will like my family so much more when i dont live there.
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