Oct 28, 2006 23:53
amy brittany and "fe" (preferably known as felicia though) girls nights always make me feel better. the dennys comfort food, the loser car karaoke...haha and sometimes the real karaoke if the mood is right. and of course malls and crazy costumes, and the little mermaid. were fun. almost like a vacation, but then i had to come home and real life was right there waiting. fun day today, kicked it off by getting amy ready for her date (something i miss doing to myself and only have vague recollections of when i used to) then drove home in the monsoon which took over an hour and i was late for work, but oh well. then straight from there to babysitting, and then here i am now. try to contain your enthusiasm at the joy that is my life.
i hope im not making all the wrong choices in my life. i know were all going to make mistakes and thats fine - good even. i just hope im doing something right, and i guess i wont really know until its over....
The sugar coating’s melted
The loneliness inside
Exposed and unrelenting
Its eating me alive
Do you know
Just how many times a day
You make me smile
If I could pick just what I dreamed
I’d do nothing else but sleep
Live the life of a fantasy
Always have you here with me
oh and i wish you here with me tonight