contemplating life as a grown up
Life is full of changes.
Clayton left for school today. While I was super busy with work this summer I was hugely blessed to be able to see Clayton every day. We have such a great time together. I'm so glad that he and I are not only boyfriend/girlfriend, but really truly friends as well. We have so much fun just talking and laughing about anything, everything, and nothing. He's so my favorite person
So yeah, I'm gonna miss him. Not seeing him all the time. Or being able to get a hug from him everyday. Thankfully his school is only a couple hours away so i'll be able to see him every couple weeks or so. Depending on our work schedules.
work. yeah.
So him going back to school has totally made me start thinking about being a grown up. I mean, he's got one year left of college. And me, I'm done (well except for my geography class that i'm doing correspondence. Stupid cross-cultural credit). College is over for me, and what's left, the working world.
Its intimidating, this being a grown up. Trying to figure out how to pay for things, how to get medical insurance, how to work 40some hours a week and not keel over and die, and how to try and still have a life outside of work. My brain just swims with it all, its overwhelming sometime.
One step at a time though. One day at a time. I'll figure it out.
And now, sleep. Because I'm exhausted.
~linds
Clayton left for school today. While I was super busy with work this summer I was hugely blessed to be able to see Clayton every day. We have such a great time together. I'm so glad that he and I are not only boyfriend/girlfriend, but really truly friends as well. We have so much fun just talking and laughing about anything, everything, and nothing. He's so my favorite person
So yeah, I'm gonna miss him. Not seeing him all the time. Or being able to get a hug from him everyday. Thankfully his school is only a couple hours away so i'll be able to see him every couple weeks or so. Depending on our work schedules.
work. yeah.
So him going back to school has totally made me start thinking about being a grown up. I mean, he's got one year left of college. And me, I'm done (well except for my geography class that i'm doing correspondence. Stupid cross-cultural credit). College is over for me, and what's left, the working world.
Its intimidating, this being a grown up. Trying to figure out how to pay for things, how to get medical insurance, how to work 40some hours a week and not keel over and die, and how to try and still have a life outside of work. My brain just swims with it all, its overwhelming sometime.
One step at a time though. One day at a time. I'll figure it out.
And now, sleep. Because I'm exhausted.
~linds