Broken down and feeling alone. now_ish
I ran up to my room, wiping the tears from my face as I silently kicked myself for getting so worked up. But I mean it wasn't my fault! Angelus had passed me off to die, and I know that Angel is different, but this isn't the first time he's been bad and killed people. And what if this whole 'let's put the soul back' thing doesn't work? What then? Am I going to be the next one he kills? Or Buffy??
I sighed as I pushed open the door to my room. I couldn't believe Buffy was still keeping things from me. I thought we got over that after the whole her dying thing. But obviously I was wrong. She still thought of me as a little kid who couldn't handle the big, bad world outside. Well I wasn't little anymore. I had seen way more than any other girl my age! Well, maybe not as much as a potential or something, but still!
I kicked my dresser and then fell back in pain. Gosh I'm so stupid! I sat down on the bed and held my throbbing foot. At least I was wearing tennis shoes. Why couldn't I just have a normal life? Why did Spike have to leave us and go all bad again? He was like my best vamp friend, okay well my only vampire friend, but still! I moved into the center of the bed and grabbed a pillow. Why did I have to be me?
I sighed as I pushed open the door to my room. I couldn't believe Buffy was still keeping things from me. I thought we got over that after the whole her dying thing. But obviously I was wrong. She still thought of me as a little kid who couldn't handle the big, bad world outside. Well I wasn't little anymore. I had seen way more than any other girl my age! Well, maybe not as much as a potential or something, but still!
I kicked my dresser and then fell back in pain. Gosh I'm so stupid! I sat down on the bed and held my throbbing foot. At least I was wearing tennis shoes. Why couldn't I just have a normal life? Why did Spike have to leave us and go all bad again? He was like my best vamp friend, okay well my only vampire friend, but still! I moved into the center of the bed and grabbed a pillow. Why did I have to be me?