Jul 10, 2005 10:26
jueves, July 7th: What a craptacular day. Got 5 hours of sleep again...missed breakfast. Didn't even really matter...I didn't finish my lunch, either. I dunno, I was feeling blah. So I was minding my own business and walking back to my cubicle. I suppose I might've had a less-than-pleased look on my face while looking at a paper because there were some tapes I couldn't locate for my dub batch. Well, Mike, I think is his name--asked me why I am always frowning; if I ever smile. Huh? I have never in my entire life been asked that. I am one of the most cheerful people that I know. Gosh....so of course, that comment didn't really make me wanna smile for the rest of the day, quite ironic.
Got home....ugh. I was just beat from lack of sleep, an appetite and too much work. I was civil with my parents though, even though they were asking stupid questions. Dad asked me, "So you remember when you called at 11 saying you had no work?" I didn't understand what he meant and told him to explain. He just asked the same thing, just louder. I thought about it and I finally got it...he meant, when I called at 11 from work saying I wasn't busy. I thought he meant I called from God knows where saying I didn't go into work. Anyway, he was just getting pissed at nothing and there was no way I was going to tolerate his crap so I just told him not to talk to me...then he said I was stupid...which led to me screaming, "No--you're stupid!" and going to my room and slamming the door. Bit melodramatic, sure but seriously--it just wasn't my day. Got all emotional and cried. I hate that...but yeah, I just kept thinking...how a father could ever treat a daughter like that? That he feels absolutely no remorse for making me cry...especially for such a stupid reason. That he would die before a simple apology. I had a slice of mango for dinner, lol. I would have actually had a real dinner but I was too proud/stubborn to go downstairs where my dad was hanging out. So I called up Jillian and we talked for two and a half hours. She was way drowsy from drugs for having her wisdom teeth pulled. It's funny how our lives are different yet so similiar. Weighed myself and was complacent to discover I lost 4 pounds. Whee.
July 8th, Friday: OMG, TGIF. Another 5 hours of sleep. At work, I pulled Monday-Wednesday's tapes. It was a pretty slow day considering it was Friday. Did a lot of surfing the web. Ended up writing on people's walls on facebook, lol. Entered new ISCI's...dude, I had so many newly arrived tapes! Did two dub batches and just waited around until Monday's log came along. I wanted to finish it but I didn't have enough time. =/ At least it required minimal revisions so I let Laura finish it up without checking it since I was confident it was good to go. Haha, it was awesome. Laura kept checking in with me asking if I needed her for anything. As if our roles were reversed, haha. It felt kinda strange when I was heading out...telling her what needs to be done for the day. She informed me that she's gonna tell all our contacts to reach me first about anything with Fit TV. Starting Monday, I'll be the primary contact for Fit TV. 0_o How scary.
I really wanted to do something so I called up everyone to see who's free. I got a hold of Ean and we planned on getting gelato or something. Then Amy called and I decided to hang out with her instead since she's always busy and I haven't seen her for a month. So she met me downtown and we ended up going to Denver West to Chipotle. Mmm. Hung out at the park afterwards. I guess she and Maury are doing better-ish. I know for a fact she can find someone better. He is a real jerk. But of course, I didn't say anything...it's her life. There were these punk kids who swarmed around us wanting to use the tire swing. Man, kids sure are mouthy these days. We ended up giving them the swing when it started raining, haha. It was kinda fun; Amy and I ran back to the car in the rain. Decided to go stalk Sherry while we waited for her to finish dinner. Sat in the car and Maury kept texting Amy....holy crap is he a drama queen. Ugh. He doesn't trust Amy at all. Whatever...scared the shit out of Sherry when she saw we were already at her house, haha. Priceless. We had a nice girls' night since Ean was being a prick and was hanging out with Phil. Apparently, since Sherry and Phil were an item a while back, they can't even hang out casually. Man, what is wrong with guys?! While on the subject--Rob started texted me, how fitting. How would he ever think things were exactly the same after an entire month of never calling me? Ugh! He is frustrating. Asked me if I met anyone at that Longmont party, HAH! What a loser. Just replied, "Why do you care?" So he called me and we talked for a bit but I wasn't interested. Plus, he didn't ask anything about what's new with me, even after I asked first. How can one be so oblivious?! Talking to him I thought would be good but instead, it just made me more pissed at him. Seriously--was it National Guys Being Difficult Day? Whatever, Amy, Sherry and I had a blast at the pool hall. We only played seven games (I won once, hah. I suck). This creepy guy kept staring at us...Amy overheard, "I'd do her--even though she's like 15". Ewww. He asked us why we're still out...don't we have a curfew? Um, no. We're 18+, kthxbye you Skokie McJones.