It is a cold rainy day and I spent an afternoon sitting in traffic to go see my sister who didn't end up meeting me because of some weird mix up. So I needed a little distraction.
Spencer Smith smiling makes me happy.
Spencer Smith making faces with girly clips in his hair makes me happy.
Cobra GSF with Gabe smiling adoringly at Alex makes me so SO happy.
CAB BABIES OT3 MAKES ME HAPPY.
Besides the fact that this picture leaves me breathless, it also makes me happy.
HEE. SO MUCH HAHAHAH. Spencer letting Brendon make him a pretty princess makes me happy.
Oh my HEART. See, look how Brendon just engulfs Spencer and Spencer's all "oh, hey there, Brendon. Hugs? Hugs are good." HAPPY.
That Belgian (Dutch?) interviewer is beautiful. BUT SPENCER'S CHEEKS ARE PINK AND IT MAKES ME HAPPY.
So there's this
clip that's sort of awkward to watch because they're not really engaging with the interviewer but Jon's snacking and he's all "hey Brendon, want some yummy deliciousness? JUST KIDDING" and snatches it away at the last minute. It's makes me ridiculously happy.
Here's a funny story. Emily was visiting and we were cuddling in bed and I subjected her to Panic youtube clips and we were watching
this, my favorite of the moment, and the camera panned to Ryan and she shouts out, "Wait, who's that lady?" in COMPLETE seriousness. Twelve days later it still makes me laugh and laugh and laugh. And now whenever we talk about him we just call him Pretty Lady. This picture reminds me of that and therefore makes me happy. ALSO, how could you look at Brendon's smile and not feel happy.
HELLO NATE, THANKS FOR MAKING ME HAPPY IN MY LOWER REGIONS. I am so down with Cobras GSF. WHERE IS IT.
I can't explain it but something about Jon and his half-eaten apple watching Ryan and Brendon is adorable and makes me all melty.
1)Spencer's GRIN. 2)Spencer feeding a fan his sandwich? WHAT?
It's been sort of in the back for a long time but suddenly I have this heart-bursting love for Ryan and Keltie. They are so in love and I want to celebrate that forever, it's a gorgeous thing.
Oh precious, scrunchy-faced boys. Oh I love it, it's so HAPPY.
I went searching for youtube clips of FOB performing Me and You live just so I could watch variations of this "hearts and wrists" moment. I just think it's incredibly poignant and beautiful.
If Spencer ever smiled at me like that? I'd probably keel over dead.
BFF OTP. This is the picture that represents everything I love about them, it is PERFECTION. Jesus, Ryan's hand covering Spencer's on his shoulder pretty much kills me.
I love this picture so much and I couldn't really pinpoint why, but mostly it's the blue t-shirt and Jon's unguarded happy face.
I will steer clear of all adult-rated comments to say that when I look at this picture birds sing and the sun shines and skies are blue and flowers are blooming.
MOVING ON. HI ADULT-RATED THOUGHTS, SO PLEASED TO SEE YOU.
HEEHEEHEE. I literally make that sound OUT LOUD every time I look at this picture.
Cuddles are my favorite thing in life. Next to watching cute boys cuddle each other. This is so precious I can't even handle it.
THIS IS THE DEFINITION OF HAPPY.
CLAPPING. SMILING. SPENCER. <333333333 times infinity
My heart is in love with BrendonJonSpencerRyan. It cannot choose. Right now it is shouting BRENDON BE MINE. This is a gorgeous picture.
This inspires cuddly feelings in me.
OH MY GOD. JONATHON WALKER SHUT YOUR FACE. He's so pleased with himself, all "did I do that?" at making Brendon laugh. It pleases me.
Purple sunglasses? HELL YES JON ROCKS THEM.
Yes Spencer, I will make hearts with you always and forever.
Personal space? WHAT'S THAT. I am so in love with Ryan's precious face, and the way he and Pete are leaning into each other. Fuck. This fandom. I have like 37 OTPs.
AND HERE'S ONE. PRECIOUS PRECIOUS PRECIOUS.