problems
Well golly me. ~sigh~ Well i thought everything was all rainbows and lollypops with me and Chris. His latest complaint .. i ate all his white sandwich bread when there was brown bread in the freezer. He knows i hate brown bread, the only reason i took it was to pleases mum. Yes we are still having money problem, i have only just started work so im still not quite contributing to rent, power, phone and food. I have a sinking feeling that he is going to turn around again and say we cant have my engagement part until i buy my own food, or pay for all the food, or something. He's pretty upset, i think he feels that i just take everything for granted and dont care that he is having heaps of money problems while he's making sure i can live under a roof and with food. But that isnt true, i love him dearly and i love him even more for doing this for me. Im really worried about his wellbeing, but because i dont have any money yet i dont know how to help apart from do the ussual and make sure the house is clean, do the washing up to date and try to be as nice as i can.
I really dont mean to hurt him i really dont, but as i've said a million times before i can't do alot right now! I know i should have got my act together in the past, nut that was in the past and i cant change that now, what's done is done. I just wish there was something more i could do other than just show up for my shifts and do the housework.
I wrote your name in the sky,but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,and forever it will stay.
I love you like I love a day when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end
That is all i can say to really show hime how much i love him
There is no other way at the moment
Must go
Ciao
I really dont mean to hurt him i really dont, but as i've said a million times before i can't do alot right now! I know i should have got my act together in the past, nut that was in the past and i cant change that now, what's done is done. I just wish there was something more i could do other than just show up for my shifts and do the housework.
I wrote your name in the sky,but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,and forever it will stay.
I love you like I love a day when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end
That is all i can say to really show hime how much i love him
There is no other way at the moment
Must go
Ciao